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(综同人)却与光同尘(2)

作者: 悠伶惜 阅读记录

看着我呀,杰克

拜托了,看着我呀,我并不是怪物呀。

你和我,我们存在着,除此之外,再没有别的存在了。

不是吗?

Jack, why myhands are covered with blood

Jack,why the number ofpeople in castle is fewer day to day

Jack,why the Arendelleis in winterWhere is the summer

Jack, why doyou refuse to tell me anything about Anna

Jack,why do yourefuse to see my eyes.

Look at me,Jack.

I know Anna is here,she must be here.

She said she will be at my sideforever,aren’t…you?

Please look atme ,Jack.

Come on ,lookat me !I’m not monster.

You and me ,weare existed,in addition,there is nothing be existed.

Isn’t it

6、『Part __5』

我不知道这是否只是我的错觉,我挚爱的爱人,正在日渐的离开我。

但不是这样,不只是这样。

我奔走在城堡中,每一个见到我的人都瞪视着我,仿佛我是生着獠牙的怪物。

前厅的走廊不知何时换上了褐色的地毯,上一次见到是明明还是浅金色。我讨厌这种褐色,它看上去让人不舒服。

为什么城堡里的人少了很多?从前那些人都哪去了?

我不知道发生了什么,但我的记忆出现了大片大片的空白,我不知道我做了什么,但我下意识的感觉到,那并不是让我愉快的答案。

杰克禁止我离开城堡,但我还是想办法打开了大门。令我吃惊的是,窗外赫然是冰封的寒冬。

我明明记得现在是八月份,盛夏时分。

但杰克告诉我,我昏睡了很长时间,并且这种症状仍在持续着。

我想如果是这样的话,那么毋庸置疑,我昏睡的时间正在无限的加长着。

它正在吞噬着我。

我不知道我清醒的时间还会有多少,也许今天就是我存在的最后一天。

如果消失已经成为宿命,那么我还有最后一件不得不做的事情。我的潜意识告诉我,这件事非做不可。

我坐在棋盘前,眼前开始一阵阵的眩晕。

不要进入城堡二楼左数第二间房间。

好冷啊…

不要进入城堡二楼左数第二间房间。

我嗅见了…血腥气和金属的气息。

不要进入城堡二楼左数第二间房间。

黑色的国王在棋盘上转身,踢倒白色的皇后。

不要进入…

我…是谁?

I don’t know ifit\'s just my illusion,my dear love,he is leaving me day to day.

But it isn’tlike this,not only like this.

I’m running inthe castle,everyone glares at me ,itlooks like I am a monster with fangs.

I don’t know when the vestibule hallway puton a brown carpet,I’m sure that is used to be gold.

I hate the color,it makes me uncomfortable.

Why do so manypeople are dispear in castleWhere they gone

I don’t know what have happened,but mymemory appeared large tracts of empty,I don’t know what I have done.But my subconscioustells me ,that will never be pleasant.

Jack isn’t allowed me to leave thecastle,but I finally find a way to open the door.To my surprise ,there is thecold winter out of the door.

I’m sure thatnow is Augest,a hot summer.

Jack tell methat I have drop into sleep for a long time,and the symptoms is still live inmy body.

I think if itis true,that no doubt about that,the time of sleeping is extending.

It is killin\'me.

I do not knowhow much time will sober,maybe today is my last day.

I sit behindthe chestboard ,immediate start waves of dizziness.

Don’t enter tothe second room in the second floor of castle.

It’s so cold…

Don’t enter tothe second room in the second floor of castle.

I smell the…odorof blood and metal.

Don’t enter tothe second room in the second floor of castle.

The black kingturned away on the chestboard,kick out the white queen.

Don’t enter to…

Who am…I

7、『Part __6』

我舔舐着指尖的鲜血,浓腥甜美的滋味在舌尖炸开,像最醇美的葡萄酒。尽管那是不属于我的冰冷的血液。

地上的鲜血已没过脚背,像一湾浓稠的湖泊,汤汤的蔓延着。我唱着歌,在被鲜血覆盖的棋盘上舞蹈。

我感到冰霜的力量在我血管中奔涌,在我的指尖舞蹈。我看着那美丽的霜纹攀附上墙壁,冻结了地上的血液。多么美啊,我笑着,多么美。

那些曾经控制我的恐惧,再也无法使我困扰。

冰霜击碎了华美的雕花玻璃,我沐浴在晶莹细碎的玻璃雨中。如鱼得水。

驾驭着狂风与天空的我,我的灵魂随着四周的冰片盘旋而上。

我不再感到冷了,严寒再无法侵扰我。

我奔出了大殿,伴随着笑声和冰凌,我从未感到如此的自由。

我奔过城堡的每一层,所有见到我的人都惊恐的躲避着我。但那又有什么关系,我再也不会在乎那些闲言碎语。

我打开每一扇房门,撞击声和尖叫不绝于耳。那不正是于我现在的喜悦的美妙的伴奏吗?

我奔上了城堡的二楼,疯狂的大笑着,打开了房门。

那扇左起第二间的门上了锁,但这压根无法阻拦我。那薄脆的木门在我掌心的魔法下须臾碎成了粉末。

我向门里望去,然后我看见了那个。

那个正与我沉默对视着的,可怕的事物。

我盯着它,全身的温度渐渐冷却下来。这不是真的。

这不是真的。

在我父母笼着黑纱的遗像旁,另一幅崭新的画像,也正笼着黑纱沉静的挂在那里。

安娜,她隔着黑纱冲我温婉的笑。那不是她,那不是属于她的笑。

安娜死了。

I lick the blood on myfingertips,my tongue tastes the fishy and sweet taste,like the best mellowwine. Although it is not part of my cold blood.

The blood on the ground isswamped over my feet,like a thick lake which is spread.I’m singing,and dancingon the chestboard which is covered by blood.

I feel the energy of ice isrunning in my vascular ,and dancing on my fingertips .I see the beautiful frostpattern cling the wall,frozen the blood on the ground,how beautiful,Ismiled,how beautiful.

The fears that once controlledme,can’t get me at all.

The ice and frost crush thecarved glass, I bathe in the crystal and crushing glass rain.Feel just like afish in water.

I’m one with wind andsky,my soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around.

I will never feel cold,the cold never bothered me anyway.

I running out of the basilica,with the laughter and frost,I never feel that I’m so free.

I running over every floor in the castle, allthe people were horrified to see me and escape me.But who care about thatI don’tcare what the going to say.

I open everydoor, percussion and screaming heard.But isn’tit the best accompaniment to my金joy?

I run to thesecond floor of castle,with the crazy laughter,I open the door.

The second door is locked,but it can’t stopme at all.The thin wooden door is crushed under my magic in my hand.

I look into thedoor,then I found that.

The scaredthing is look at me in silence.

In my parent’s shrouded by black yarnportrait next,is another new portrait,it is also shrouded by black yarn and sithere in silence.

Anna,she smiledto me gently across the black yarn.That isn’t her,the smile is never belongs toher.

Anna is died.

8、『Part __7』

我恢复了意识,此时我正站在那间房间的门口,望着我妹妹的遗像。我急促的大口呼吸着,但这恐惧并不是来源于我自己的内心。

我身体里蛰伏的那只野兽,正在深处颤抖的恐惧着。

她不会蛰伏太久的,她马上就要出来了。

我从门口退开,急匆匆的奔走着。我要找到杰克,有一件事要拜托他,这是最后的请求了。在这之后,将再也不会有我的存在。

我在城堡中呼唤着杰克,嗓音听起来嘶哑可怕。我必须找到他,剩下的时间已经不多了。