特殊错觉(53)

“Finally，”叶晋之的笑意凝固在脸上，转过身去面对马场而背对著宋君年。“I will tell you everything you’re curious about, but first, tell me, why provoked you to do so It’s none of your business, Ralph.”

“Indeed.”叶晋之说到了点子上，宋君年一时间不知道该怎麽回答他。

“Thanks for your answer. I realized that I was so afraid to hear your confession. Anyway,I will fulfill your curiosity.Ralph, how would you define—□□”

宋君年心裡一凉，强迫自己不要去想最糟糕的答案。“It couldn’t be, you are a gentleman...”宋君年一阵头皮发麻，多希望能伸手把叶晋之的舌头掏出来让他说一些好话。“It’s normal for you two to have sex at that time.”

“Don’t bother, I’ll tell you. I have committed that definition to memory. Rape,also called specified sexual offence, according to HongKong legislation, means any of the following, namely, □□,non-consensual buggery, indecent assault, an attempt to commit any of those offences, aiding, abetting, counselling or procuring the commission or attempted commission of any of those offences, and incitement to commit any of those offences. ”叶晋之回过头来，一边喝香槟一边冷笑著望著宋君年，“That’s what I had done to Ella.”

“Of course, we had had sex, many times, and we both enjoyed it with heart and soul, under the condition that, the sex was bilaterally agreed.”叶晋之垂下眼睑，鼻翼微动，好像在拼命忍住不哭似的。

他继续道：“That day Ella was finally exasperated by my latest affairs, no matter how I seriously swore that it wasn’t true. She put it that she’d like to break up...I was drunk, terribly drunk...I should have known that she didn’t mean it...All I could figure out at that moment was that I had to ruin her before she left...And I did, disregarding her struggle,abused her, beat her , □□d her...”

叶晋之话还未说完就被衝上前来的宋君年揪住了衣领。他带著认命的苦笑对上宋君年冒著怒气的目光，“Almost every part of her body,especially that secret place,bled.”

宋君年人生头一次让衝动佔领理智，青筋暴起的手朝叶晋之的右眼挥了一拳。叶晋之猝不及防往后一倒，手不自觉地扯住餐布借力，霎时间，桌上全部银质餐具哐当哐当地掉下来，劈头盖脸地砸到叶晋之身上。

如果要宋蘅摸著良心说许湉儿在澳门搞了个为流浪猫狗募捐的White Party与Dylan无关，那麽宋蘅勉强还是可以做到的。

Dylan一公佈和“波霸女股神”的订婚日期，许湉儿当机立断以许家的名义在同一天搞了个名为“给牠一个家”的慈善募捐party。她此举无疑是要抢Dylan的客人，而鉴于Dylan还没公佈订婚那天仪式具体在几点进行，她便安排在澳门举行party并且尚未给出具体的时间——杜绝客人们同时出席两个party的可能。等Dylan的请帖正式寄出，那麽许湉儿也会给出一个举行时间一模一样的请帖。

“你就这么乐意给狗崽队提供加薪机会？”宋蘅听到她这个决定时，第一反应许湉儿疯了。

“反正我不在意脸面，但他在意，他全家都在意，我就要顶他个肺！”许湉儿咬牙切齿地说。

女人最支持女人，宋蘅立刻去买船票和打包行李，顺带发了条message给胡爵士的儿子Patrick.这位刚刚大学毕业的小狼狗最近在追宋蘅，每天嘘寒问暖鲜花香水，不是约她去看电影就是约她去看演唱会。宋蘅这阵子没有力气去想感情的事情，一直没有理他，但是现在Patrick可是有用至极啊。Dylan订婚肯定会邀请胡爵士一家，而据宋蘅所知，许湉儿也给胡爵士发了请帖。宋蘅私心想帮许湉儿灭灭心裡的气，约Patrick出来吃饭，撺掇他鼓动全家去澳门而不是去Dylan的订婚party。

“但这样Daddy会好难做……”眉宇间满是稚嫩的Patrick很为难地说。

“那就看你啦！”宋蘅露出一个看似无所谓实则十分有威胁意味的微笑。她用挑逗和仰慕交织的目光看著Patrick，紧身的裙子极度暴露身材曲线，但肢体动作却保持矜持，甚至有一种保守的感觉。

还很青涩的男孩哪裡抵挡得了宋蘅矜持而性感的风情，立马拍胸口说包在他身上。

宋蘅笑著举起香槟杯和他碰杯，虽是风情万种，笑容里带著一丝无奈的意味：和男人相处，还是不要用真感情为好。只要不动感情，她就可以无牵无挂地控制他们。她有父母的爱，朋友的爱和乾女儿的爱已经足够，不要再强求其他人的爱了。这才是宋蘅应有的处事方式。

这种White Party对姿色平平的人并不友好。万能的黑色能掩盖身材样貌的缺点，但白色可是既显黑又显胖啊。许湉儿说让所有宾客都穿白色正装的用意是号召大家用一颗单纯和质朴的心去看待弱小动物的处境。不过宋蘅也不care，她清楚知道自己就算裹一块破布在身也好看。但是，好看又怎样呢。